Papillon
Hunter
[M:5]
The feather of sun
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Post by Papillon on Sept 5, 2007 15:29:50 GMT -5
*Might be mature!!!*
Alright, it's hard to announce this, but here goes. Today I saw my ex again, and if you haven't seen my previous thread, let me tell you we were amazingly close. Well, he said something incredibly mean to me. Not sure if I should post it, though. Well, he called me a female dog (you know what I mean, right?), and he got caught up telling me to slash my throat or whatever.
Well... This was super hard on my part. To get this over with, I asked a friend of mine before first period if I could borrow a pair of scissors. I told her it was for a school project. Well, she gave them to me. I skipped first period and sat in the girls' bathroom. I cut my palms, down right up close to my wrists. I was so close to killing myself, it spooked me. But yes, I only pierced a bit of the skin and didn't bleed hardly at all, but I can't help but think that those memories will linger in my mind forever.
...I'm creeping out now. Someone help!!!
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Post by Apocalypse TJ on Sept 5, 2007 20:29:53 GMT -5
0_0 Wow, I really don't know what to say... I haven't been in that kind of situation before. That guy is really hurtful. You definitely deserve better treatment than that. I wish I could help but all I can really do is say I hope you feel better soon. A nice nap and maybe some cookies might help. Maybe seek out a counselor? It'll probably really good to talk to someone privately face-to-face. Get well soon and best wishes!
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Post by clrichardson on Sept 5, 2007 20:51:39 GMT -5
Ouch.. Ya know, I went through a brief "cutting" phase once over a guy. Definitely not worth it. I know it's easier said than done but you've got to be strong right now and just dismiss this idiot from your life. He's not doing you any good and it's not doing you any good to care what he thinks or says. Let him be an idiot if that's what he wants to be. You're above that. You can come to a place where he doesn't bother you anymore, just give it some time.
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Kavu
New Pridelander
I'm waiting for the world to fall..
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Post by Kavu on Sept 7, 2007 11:49:36 GMT -5
Ick, You should never cut yourself over a guy, Seriously. I did once, I was so upset and stressed I carved the word "die" into my arm, Because I honestly wanted to die, so badly. He was the only good thing that was happening in my life and it was just taken away, and everything fell apart at once, and if my friend hadent called me over to her house that night, I probably would have done a lot more damage. But anyway, Dont freak out over this :/ You'll get through it, as hard as it may seem.
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